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To be totally free of assets and what nots........was what I want to achieve so that I can let go of things and go to Amitabha's Pure Land.
Letting Go is the hardest part......Don't you think so ? Would you sell your current house and have no house to stay ??? can you do that ???
Learning Buddhism is to learn about "the essence of our mind".
I need to know how to discover my "True Mind" or to "become a Buddha" and to have less "scattered thoughts" or "small talks" in my mind.
Over 23 years of meditation........I can managed it quite well now....till one time, I entered "Samadhi".....but I lost it....after a few weeks. This happened last year. Now trying to get that stage..... :))))
Therefore, I had to sell my house first or office and the freehold condo......maybe make it fully paid to become my "cash cow" to give me passive income when not working or semi working as I plan to go for long retreats......1 month first and then see how.....If I cannot learn to let go of my house, I cannot imagine what will happen when I go to Nirvana.....hehe
Therefore....while I can now and in control......I can do everything "Swee Swee" first....this is on my personal side and plan.
Let's see how this goes.......
My two children are big liao........aged 28 and 26. They can managed on their own........and now time for mummy to go "siew sin"
AMITUOFO
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